another failure.
so far, 3 failed interviews for the positions that i really wanted.
it’s really getting me down.
and to think i thought i did so well.
but apparently not well enough.
i just feel like giving up.
if i have a chance to speak to god,
there’s only one sentence i wanna tell him.
“I think i’d suffered enough, give me a fucking break!”

baby, i know you are with me in this.
im happy for your comforting words and encouragement.
but i really dont wish to fail you, myself, my family, or anyone anymore.
another failure and i dunno what im gonna do.

i feel like crying.

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